whoa long ass time no blog

holy fuck, so many things have been happening, fun, overwhelming, sad and  happy! maynn this world is so weird..  okay lets start out w/ homecoming week! I'm going be super general wit it..

homecoming week:
monday: it was 80's and 90's day? I didn't even dress up, I got no oldies clothes like that so yuup.. I stayed afterschool for hall decorating! HELLA fun stuff, our hall looked the nicent, I put up a lot of spider webs, lights, an all that stuff.. everyone was there too! i had fun, but ti got tiring after awhile.. we totalyl owned the frosh one..

tuesday: today was my freshmen immersion retreat, went to sacred heart community center for the day to volunteer, worke the counter int he clothes closet for a bit, got demoted to sorting hangers, and starved b/c i didnt wana eat the crappy sandwhiches.. the people there were erally nice, i had fun working too since I got to hand out free t-hirts and stuff hell yea !!

wednesday: ermm what waswednesday.. o0! it was pirates/medieval day at school, i had an eye patch that Caitlyn lent me, other than that I was in free dress, i got an assignmeny from psych t start recording my dreams.. intweegin!

thursday: today every class had their own theme.. i was a gold prospector.. yup yup i had a had and i had a clear bag with yellow paper in it, and I wwrote really sloppily on it GOLD! haha, i dont rememebr what else happened

friday (halloween!!): play day! 8-12 NO academic stuff watsoever! score! umm rally was kinda crappy, carnival was kinda crappy, i had to work the snow cone booth, got random flying cotton candy from the booth nexx to us.. i dindt get a chance to go on the astro jump, played some ames and got some candy.. after schoool hitched a ride with patrik to in n out.. in the car there was henry, jon, eric, eddie, me, lisa, this other girl, patrik, his mom, and i think thats it.. yup, we ate, girls left, we headed towards circuit city and stuff, and then to this dollar store, headed to cuesta for awhile.. it was fuun, i had to go tho.. went home, got my shit/costume, and ehaded bak to school for trik or treating for cans for niteract.. i was only sophie besides arta.. everyone else flaked.. it was fun tho, ppl there aer really nice, and i talked to arta a lot.. haha the bag got really heavy after awhile tho, ahah and one of the girls actualyl got lost int he niehgborhood! thats pathetic..  umm then long and dianne game, hung out at the game which was fricking freezing, be glad ya'll weren't there b/c u didnt miss anything.. it was allritie tho, talked w/ long, got a burger, watched the game, left.. yup yup

saturday/my dads b-day/homecoming/bad news: i was excited since homecming was today.. i caled up my dad since it was his b-day.. i havent gotten a lot fo timet o spend time with him.. i found out my really close cousin has colon cancer.. this world is fucked.. stupid fucking diseases, why cant everyone just live long and happy lives? i swear my family has the weirdest diseases and shit.. i dunno.. oh well.. in afternoon, went to my cousins house b/c she threw a party b/c she wanted to see everyone and really enjoy life, since she has cancer.. she just doesnt wana have any regerts.. pray for her guys, she's only 25-26. if thecancer is small, it's curable, and i hope to dear God it is.. I'm going to try to pray every night. anywho, went  yto my cousins house and pigged out on hella good food! grilled oysters, umm bun rieu, noodles, grilled meat stuff, realyl yummy meat balls and more! i had to leve early cuz i went to my dads house, hung out ther for 20 min, headed to jimmys house, helped him choose a costume, got to alex's house and SHURLI FORGOT HER ID CARD! that buttfart, i cant beleive it, i even reminded her at 6, anyway, we drove to fremont to get it, she lives in nice ass apartments but its such a waste of money.. went to the dance, i brought glow sticks.. it was nice seeing everyone,, i was bopred, and i eflt bad for shurli cuz she was bored and no one was realyl dancing.. umm it got fun for awhile cuz ppl started dacning, then boring, then fun, the boring.. i really wwas in a dancing mood around 10:30 but everyone was fricking lazy.. ergh.. o0 well.. umm edmiund has his bright ass pohotons, and alex busted out ehr raving techniques, andrew and shurli c-walked battled.. it was prettycoool.. i was the last guy to get pciked up, my cousins took forever to pick me up, all i had was a t shirt and my lil fomay coat from my costume and i waoited like 40 min.. maynmn.headed up to cuzzys house, slept

sunday: headed to frisco and pigged out at a nice restauraunt.. bought a nice wall scroll of the anime inu yasha so my rooom's tyte, got glowing stars all over my celing, and my mom bot me a tv for my rooom! my room si fulyl furnished now =! ehhe, i got a beanie too at frisco, then went to take studio pix at excel with my cuzzys, and the pics came out sorta nice too! they cuz us hella poses.. yup yup.. i'll scan em up some other time.. im too busy now...

today: im overwhelemed.. this si the 12-week grading period end so all the fucking tests and projects are this week which isn't fair.. i got fucking hella shit to study for.. ttyl guys.. hahaha long time no blog.. also if u guys wana change my layout, be my guest.. juss hit me up or IM me.. i got no time anymore to change layouts.. ayee!

adjusting to the m-hom

heey guys! i havent blogged in a bit so i have a lot to say.. umm i'll just put it in bullet form..

i lost my permit for 3 days..  and during that time period i drove illegally to ikea! yup yup we were looking at lamps and stuff.. i wish i was rich!

yup thats basically everything summed up into a whole bunch of random bullets! i acnt go to marie sparty cuz im guna go to homecoming.. haha i was funny today cuz i had to remind jimmy to get alex's guest pass.. it sucks because they due next wednesday! its guna be hard to turn it in on time.. maynn this is guna be confusing  ! I REALLY feel inspired to get a $399 iPod from apple. but if i start saving for it.. lets se.. its guna take me 10 weeks of not eating lunch! ergh.. maybe 'll do it! mawuhawhu! i'll pack my own lunch of course

final last moments 

yes, only 10 ours until the movers come over and i'm officially moved out.. my mom is almost completely empty aside from random crap in bags and boxes.. shure plp think its not a big deal but i grew up in this house... all my freaking lief, its almost a part of me.. i kno it from the bak of my hand.. haha oh guys! im so proug of myself.. i wrote a poem read ir! its also in my profile if u wana get a better look..
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My friend that smells so sweet,
Is always there by my side.
When I can't take the heat,
She's always there so I can reside
When times get too hot,  
Her heart melts with compassion,
But Fear not,
She's always up to the fashion

She can be completely hard on people,
Or sometimes even soft.
Despite how she is,
She's always in her loft,
She's sitting there waiting for you and I
So we can be together.
She's melting away with warmth,
And can no long linger,
She's right there waiting,
Waiting for a finger.

We see eye to eye,
And sometimes mouth to mouth,
She is my love,
she is my need,
She is..
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ICE CREAM
wat were u thinking u sickos..

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i think im guna go to everyroom and hug it or just take a good look at it.. i gota go to school even earlier tommorow cuz melissa has her imersion so i needa come earlier which sucks ass.. i needa really make a new layout for this xanga but im HELLA busy this weekend and tonight is my last night with cable/dsl.. im guna be all 56k from now on out.. hella gay if u ask me.. i have an idea for a new layout, but i dont kno how its guna look..   arritey, guna hug my house now!

my dads back!:

::sigh::

life seems to be gtting more complicated as time goes on.. im moving this friday.. im leaving this house that i lived in for 15 years of my life. . thats my whole entier life.. ive got so many memories in this house.. it just really does feel like home, and how i have to goddamn move.. i hate this.. im moving to a m-home thats all fixxed up and nice but its not the same.. i want a a real house.. another thing that sucks is i cant get dsl or cable at the m-home since their services wont work tehre.. thats so gaaay.. im changed my xanga song to songthing a lil moer depressing i guess.. michelle branch- are u happi now.. i dont kno if this sounsd pointless about what im saying.. i juss feel like things are getting worse and worse.. and it sucks when they're getting worse an u go to st. francis where everyone is fucking rich.. u cant help urself but feel somewhat jealous even tho i try not to.. i just try not to think about that stuff but its not towhen ppl drive up in escalades and mustangs and brnig heir ipods n shit to schoool.. i kno i should be happi with what i have and i am in a way.. but it sucks cuz i was used to a lavish life style and now im gettnig downgraded in everything.. its erally hard doing this.. i hate this stupid state, this stupid fucking economy and all the fucking unemployment out there. i jus t want my parents to get jobs and make it how it was back then.. now its all fucked up since they got laid off.. eeh.. my mom is guna be an aeroobics instrictor as a fun hobby job, bu thats not really frthe mula.. its more of a hobby.. and my dad, he's been in vietnam for the past 5 weeks..  he suposed to be back today or tommorow.. i dont even know anymore.. i hate school because it floods my life with alll this crap to do and stuff to study for.. it's so hard trying to achieve a 4.0 for the year when its soo fucking hard.. i dont think i can stay commited to it.. i feel like its pointless cuz what is it guna get me reallly? i gues si dont hav too much motiivation, but i do it cuz i hav to.. i realli should eb doing it for myself instead of just doing it to get it done.. i wana change this layout but i needa buy pait shop pro.. mine got deleted, and i neeeda buy a new copy which is 70 bux..  haha im not about going to waste all my mula on something like that.. well anywho... im taking a massive break from the loads or hw i have.. i think my bio teacher has something against me or something.. i hav no idea.. i guess he thinks im super quiet in the class or something so he tries to get me to talk.. i do talk but he just never notices.. i hate it when teachers judge u.. wheneve ri do hmoework assignments for him, i always do it mostly correct, and he always finds something to mark off.. its gaay.. also, today when i got my test back, i was supopsed to get 84 pts intead of the 74 pts i had.. i was wonderin why i studied like a bitch and only got a 84... haha turns out a i gota 95..  he didnt even say sorry for almost ruinng my grade either.. i better watch out wat happens in that class.. aye.. i better get a head start on the hw for tomm.. i wish i had less hw so i could enjoy life more, forreal.. alriitey.. bye bye